Have you ever gotten a little bit off track with something? That’s how I felt this past weekend. I felt a little nervous and a little sad. I let anxiety get the best of me, and I got off course from a path I have been steadying myself on for a handful of months now.
I wrestled with my emotions and they tugged back on my heart.
I got all worked up… only to feel a little let down.
It’s difficult to describe but…I felt ashamed.
By mid-morning on Saturday, I walked outside to explore the yard under the fresh blanket of snow that swept the east coast earlier in the week.
Everything was still.
Everything was quiet.
A calmness wrapped itself around the property and over me.
I discovered a track of animal footprints leading from our back patio, across the yard, leading underneath the weeping cherry tree at the front of the yard. I ducked underneath the tree and discovered a circular indentation in the snow. Sure enough, some little critter made a snow fort for itself during the height of the storm. Was it an opossum? A raccoon? Whatever it was, it made me happy to think about it sitting calmly underneath the tree, watching the snow swirl about. It's track was so clear.
I welcome Monday. It’s a new week and if needed, I hope it brings calmness and clarity to each of you too.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
The Beginning
This is my first official post on Big Moon Sky; it's taken me about three months to dive into the process. I suppose I should begin with introductions and a bit of background. I grew up in Connecticut, and after attending college in the great state of Delaware, I moved to New York and have been living and working in public relations for five years now. Recently, I moved back home to Connecticut with my parents in the house I grew up in.
I was apprehensive.
Isn't it funny how life trips you up a bit from time to time? Never in a thousand years did I see myself packing up and moving back home with mom & dad. Nor did I see myself back on old Metro North, living the commuter's life.
I felt a little confused.
I'm happy and relieved to report that I am just tickled pink being back at home.
I'm so happy friends, that you'll be joining me for my storytelling.
I was apprehensive.
Isn't it funny how life trips you up a bit from time to time? Never in a thousand years did I see myself packing up and moving back home with mom & dad. Nor did I see myself back on old Metro North, living the commuter's life.
I felt a little confused.
Sometimes, I suppose, you have to take a step back, or do something you maybe didn't see coming, in order to get back on track. Big Moon Sky will be cataloguing my journey now that I am home and beginning my next adventures!
I'm happy and relieved to report that I am just tickled pink being back at home.
This blog's namesake means nothing; I just liked the way it sounded and the visual it conjured up! I have been reading loads of blogs lately, and have my favorites among my daily reads. Some of them are truly little pebbles of joy I feel like I have stumbled upon and collected during my internet wanderings. I thought, hey- I can do this too.
I'm so happy friends, that you'll be joining me for my storytelling.
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